BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR DAYSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh!!

DAMN SWEET SONG BUT SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!

I'm really inspired to write a story to it but........ hm. but ;)

here's the download: http://www.sendspace.com/file/q4k8n5


LUNKHEAD - 月と手のひら

すっかり遅くなったな
月がもうあんなに高くなってる
君はもうそろそろ眠くなるはずなのにそれでも
星のシャワーと夜の風が
君の頬を桜色に染める
はしゃいだ声、弾んだ息
街灯が創る二つの影

手をつないでうちに帰ろう
四月とは言っても夜はまだ冷えるから
風邪引かないように
少し急いで

色々話したいことが
たくさんあるはずなのに
ひとつも言葉にはならないから
強く手をにぎる

高台から望む街は
窓の数だけ光る命
みんなきっと少しだけ
人より幸せになりたいだけ

手をつないでうちに帰ろう
四月とは言っても今日は特に冷えるから
風邪引かないように
手をつないでうちに帰ったら
温かいミルクを飲もう
夜はまだ長いからいい夢を見れるように
少し甘くして

いつか君のその手は
違う誰かを幸せにする
その未来へ君を送り届ける
手をつないで


LUNKHEAD - The Moon and your hand

It’s already so late
The moon is so high up there
You should be feeling sleepy by now
But
The shower of the stars and the night wind makes your cheek the color of cherry blossom.
Your happy voice, your excited breath
Two shadows made by street lights

Let’s hold hands and go home
Even it’s April, it’s still cold at night
I don’t want you to catch a cold
Let’s hurry up a little.

There are so many things I want to talk about with you,
But none of them are coming out of my mouth
So I hold your hand stronger
The town we look down from the light house is filled with as many bright lives as windows
Perhaps everyone wants to be a little bit happier than other people
Let’s hold hands and go home

Even it’s April, today is especially cold
I don’t want you to catch a cold
When we get home holding hands
Let’s drink a cup of warm milk
We can make it a bit sweet so you can have a nice dream in this still long night.

Someday, your hand will make someone else happy
I will say farewell
Holding hands

-thanks to Norika for the translation ^^-

funny.... I hated Malaysia even before i stepped onto the plane at LA. I saw the "buka" (open) sign on the door of the airplane and i was like "damnnnnnnnnn I hate malaysia" sighhh everything about it i feel as if i loath it..

i can only hope it will get better.

ON THE OTHER HANDDD.... i hope the Plastic Tree stuff will be processed BY THIS WEEK!! so if they sent the item by EMS i'll get all the stuff next week yayyyy~~~~~~~ BUNCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH of pura stuff!!!!

4 days till home in Malaysia........... FOREVER.

not looking forward to it.

i think it's the forever part that's shite... is that not? I wouldn't have a problem if it was just for a holiday...

should have gone out with Norika today... since I'm still stuck at home alone at 10pm.

so many should haves in life.

Bought too many Pura stuff today.... 2 for me, 3 for Sei. Pura brings happiness but really..... you have have it all but... how long will the happiness last? Long enough? or just for now?...... i don't know.... I think I've been through one too many obsessions. ha.

Tomorrow I shall try to go meet:

1) Professor Wall - 10am
2) Hirota Sensei - 11am
3) Taku - 12pm
4) Ai - 2pm
5) Michelle/Chris/Rob - night

So i hope... it's always dissapointing when people can't make it.

I wish i had more time with Professor Wall and Hirota Sensei. It's always great to talk to people who can see wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy further in life than you.

I'll miss being able to talk to them.

Natsu no Nioi is in my head.

YAYYYYYYY~~~

My second attempt at Icon Making!!!

Here's Plastic Tree ^^



( mitai? )

there ain't nething on my LJ huh?

i am deprssed.
oh,
why.
God knows.

i miss the sound of my voice actually being spoken.

i realized today that i've not heard my voice for quite abit. mostly internal monologues in my head lately.

didn't recognize myself when i spoke.

this is not good.

was walking back from school wondering about America and what the hell am i doing here. Was feeling kinda lonely. wishing i had friends. But i suddenly thought of Luis, and michelle, and melissa, jessica, wendy michelle... and you know... for an instance there, it wasn't too bad... i do have friends here, you know... I mean... i know we only ever see each other at shows and stuff... but still... i know they're not nearby and we cant hang out everyday... but still....

i guess i just finally realize how alone i am, that's all.

I'm scared to go back to calif. I'm so scared i'll be lonely this year... I'm really worried... i really am...

DAMN i want Episode 137!!!!! annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd 138!!!!!!!!!! and since we're at that, i want 139 and 140 toooooooooooooooooooo!!!

dammit inuyasha, tell her how you feel already!!! stop pussy footing!! it's REALLY driving me NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

this one's for luis... ;)

Well... just said goodbye to Jeremy today... won't be seeing him till end of this year... I don't know if i still like him... but i must say that we've been much closer this holiday than we've ever been... he treats me much more friendly now... i wonder why... actually i do know why but...
I guess out of all the ties with friends i have over here... i'd say that for Jeremy's friendship alone, it had the most progress... When i first got back i guess i kept thinking... why bother even? to keep up with these friendships here cause i mean... it's all just going to be put on hold again... why bother take steps to build it up cause it's only gonna end up the same again?
But for Jeremy alone, it was all worth it... Sometimes I wish i had more time to continue... sometimes I wish i had a chance to continue... It's sad that i could only tell him how i felt last year only when i was leaving for America... if only i had done all those earlier... then again, I doubt things would have turned out well since if i didn't leave, things might have become awkward instead...

anyway, that's it for now... inuyasha time now =D hehehehehehe... Kikyo dies! but i didn't really want that... i just hate seeing Inuyasha getting all head over heals madness in love with her again breaking Kagome's heart (and along with it, MINE! hellz!)
So well... there goes.

yeahh!! i got a live journal... thanks to Luis!!! i finally ot that pass code thing! yay!! thanks!!